Sultry, Sexy and Sensual

Sara tried to analyze what draws her so to Damian and decides to put her good girl reputation the line… it’s the thrill and the forbidden that excite her…

Just like the Moon, is our dark side the one that nobody ever sees? I think what I did was to agree to divulge mine to Damian. The scary part is that I am not familiar with it. It will be like opening Pandora’s box… who knows what is going to come out? Why do I trust him to share myself with him like that? I’ve only known him for a few hours, yet the pull towards him is so strong… Now I cannot stop thinking about him. What is worse is that he has a girlfriend, he implied, but they are in a sort of an open relationship. I must have gone totally insane. Why am I letting a man I just met, who obviously is BIG trouble, control my mind like that? Is it because my dark side likes danger and wants to come out and play? Or did I manifest him when I watched “Nine and a Half Weeks” and thought it would be exciting to experience something like that? I am really good at manifesting things. I guess I can wait and see what happens. I’ve never sexted before. He wants me to share my fantasies with him. It’s somewhat awkward and excitingly liberating. Putting my good girl reputation on the line. I feel like I am so gullible sometimes. Yet, my gut feeling rarely lies. Something tells me to go along with this and see what happens. Remember, don’t fall in love. I can do that. He rides a motorcycle. What am I getting myself into?