Same Wavelength

Solange is rather puzzled by the electric sparks flying between her and James… they are obviously sexually attracted to each other, yet both are married… the familiar comfortable feeling she feels around him confuses her…

I still get this nervous electric feeling around James at work. It’s almost like we are very delicately flirting with each other – subtly, yet sensually. He can sense parts of me that most people don’t pick up on, almost like the two of us connect on some invisible wavelength. The way he looks at my body when I am sitting down or standing up, the smile and spark in his eyes, the words and small inflections he is using in his sentences – all registers within me. We are having fun with this, but we’d better be careful. He has a wife, I have a husband. I’ve never cheated on anyone, nor have I ever felt tempted to. All of this is quite a new thing. What is weird is that seldom do I get sexually attracted to someone. If I can imagine kissing them, then it can go further, but no matter how nice and good looking some guys are, I don’t ever feel drawn to them. With James, however, I can totally imagine kissing him and this is so scary to even write. So glad I am keeping this journal online…