Sunday Afternoon

Stella is deep into living life fully, inviting more new experiences and surprising herself in the process…

A musician would be nice. My thoughts keep coming back to what happened the other night. Part of me wishes tall handsome guy lived close by. Part of me wonders what it would have been like to kiss him. Yet another part of me knows that I got all I needed from the experience and there is no need to read further into it. It felt so nice just to openly share and be in the moment, without having a plan or overthinking it. Sometimes situations come to us as messengers, not the message itself. On the outside people might assume that I brought home two guys I just met to have a threesome or something, but it was way beyond that. Why does it all have to be reduced to sex? I think what we are truly longing for is the communion between souls – being able to be fully yourself with another, no masks, no pretences. We crave connection, but let our lower desires ruin it sometimes.