All Or Nothing

Stella wishes she could be attracted to the guys that like her, yet she cannot go against herself. She firmly decides to honor her own feelings and discover her true self instead of settling for somebody who only parts of her…


I had a sudden realization today… all is as I take it to be. If I make a big deal out of something, it will be a big deal. If I simply allow and accept it, it will pass through me and be gone. Who cares that I slept with my best friend? It was what was needed at that particular moment in time and there is no reason to judge it as right or wrong. We did not force it, it happened very naturally, and we are both in agreement that we are cool with it. I am not looking to be in a relationship, neither is he so we can just continue being friends as before. Done. Overthinking makes people sick, I am certain of it. We are so good at making assumptions and creating crazy stories in our heads that we eventually start believing.