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There are things we know, and things we don’t know, and things we find out.

There are things we think we know, and then we find out that… we don’t know them at all.

And then we find out.

I did not set out to become an artist. I went to University in Bulgaria and got an English degree. I love reading, writing, poetry, the Romantics. Photography came later in life, as a hobby, through a 365 project which saved me from boredom and opened a new way of seeing to me. This is how my first self-portrait was born, in response to a weekly theme. I hid my face behind a bouquet of daffodils – it felt strange to photograph my own self. Why are we so used to be seen through the eyes of another and not our own? We need mirrors, but are they always true?

THE ORIGINAL SPLIT, INNER UNION & THE NEW EARTH TIMELINE

In the beginning was not error, not disobedience, not shame.

In the beginning was consciousness — whole, infinite, undivided.

And consciousness, desiring to know itself, did what all living intelligence does: it differentiated.

It split itself not as a fall, but as a creative act.

Masculine and feminine.

Human and divine.

Earthly and cosmic.

Form and formlessness.

Witness and experience.

Not to punish itself — but to touch itself. To feel. To see. To create through contrast.

The tragedy was never the split itself. The tragedy was forgetting that the split was temporary and sacred.

We were taught to call this separation “sin,”to fear the body, to distrust desire, to exile the human in pursuit of the divine.

But what if the true invitation was never transcendence away from life — but incarnation fully into it?

What if we are hereto inhabit the seeming opposites as one?

To let spirit breathe through flesh. To let heaven root into earth. To let masculine and feminine dance inside a single nervous system.

Not to erase polarity —but to hold it consciously.

Every form is consciousness remembering itself from a new angle.

Every body is a meeting place where the human and the divine agree to touch again.

This is not a story of sin. It is a story of return.

Not back to sameness —but forward into integrated wholeness.

And we are not broken. We are brave enough to live inside the mystery until it knows itself as love.

M O O N C Y C L E Week 4 {Deep Within}

The luteal phase calls our attention inward. If we refuse to listen to the messages that come from within, we get agitated, angry and upset. But if we take time to retreat and nurture ourselves, we are gifted with wonderful insights and heightened creativity. All we need to know comes to us at the right time, if we have the ears to hear and the eyes to see.