True Love IS REAL

I have dreamt of/yearned for true love my whole life, and kept getting closer and closer. When I started this blog, I had completely devoted myself to following Love and being a channel for Source. I knew that true love must exist and the place to look for it would be not in a person/place/deity outside, but within – this site has been the product of my artistic search/self-inquiry. Having finally completed my hero’s journey, I can present you with the simplest of discoveries. True Love IS REAL and simply means to be true to one’s nature, which is Love. It’s simple, but it requires constant remembering/practice/embodiment. When you are TRUE to yourself and move from the LOVE that you are, you are connected to all which is you/Love. Most people, however, are not awake to/aware of their true nature, and that’s the purpose of a Buddha – to shine more light on the darkness of ignorance/forgetting through their presence/awareness/energy. True Love is always shared/available, for we are never separate, yet you need to be aware/awake enough to stay tapped into that vibrational frequency and feel it even amidst seeming separation. When you hold/are it, you allow others to have glimpses of awakening/enlightenment/remembering and to experience their true nature through you. Nature and animals greatly help us with this, for they are true to their nature/show unconditional love.

My 2019 insights… the concept is very simple/self-explanatory, it’s the awareness/constant practice that’s tricky/takes time to fully embody. When we embrace ourselves fully, light and dark, we can extend that unconditional love to others.
The crystalized version from yesterday – it’s so simple, it makes me laugh 😉

Of course, sharing true love with another awakened being who you also happen to be attracted to and have matching personalities is the true dream that everyone has – very doable/possible when you do the inner work of remembering/uncovering your true nature first 🙂 So the questions are: Are you TRUE? Are you LOVE? Are you embodying it? What was found had never been lost…

Anais & Ava as YouTube Shorts

I felt like turning my NFT collection into YouTube shorts, because I love these Anaïs Nin quotes so much and there’s the added element of music/my voice. Enjoy the videos and the introspection they invite 🙂

Anaïs Nin & Ava Sol: The Journey Within – the playlist

The Muse’s Memoirs

One of my self-portraits as an album cover… enjoy the music by “Chasing Beowulf”

Ava’s Poetry

Hello dear soul friends! I’ve been more on YouTube these days, sharing the poetry that comes through me – visual & verbal. Playlists below – enjoy! <3

{there all along}

Pulling me through time and space
In my bed, in your embrace
Magnetized polarity
Fused in singularity

supernova nebula

Soft and delicate
A world within
Gently moving, 
All the time.
Dying to rebirth:
A supernova nebula

All I Need

Beyond definitions and identities, the real you shines. Namaste, beautiful soul.

Drop it - 
The masks
The fear
The unworthiness
The not-enough
The almost there

The anxiety
The chase
The game
The battle
The guilt
The shame
The struggle
The constant questioning
The perfect image
The imperfect self
The past
The future
The mind
The being right
The preferences and opinions
The many unconquered dominions.

I want you{r} naked
To our divinity
We bow. 

To Dissolve.
Nude woman posing with tropical plants

Return To Innocence

We are one, we are nature… re:member

She was born in the spaces between sunbeams
Dying with every wave that kissed the shore
To reemerge again from the infinity of space
Aliveness is her nature
Solitude her home
Sharing her being in the world
Surrendered to the flow
Without effort she floats
Magnetizing everything 
Light pouring out of her
All pervading
The souls around
Dancing particles of
Notes rearranging
Patterns reshaping
Again and anew
Anew and again
With no end.

Do for YOU

in a perfect world
everybody would be
seen, loved, heard.

so create 
your perfect world:
see, love, hear
what's within:
embrace the image
in the mirror
& hold it dear.

only when you do it
for you
you can do it for me 

that's how we connect
in truth
in love
with respect.

Sensual Exploration with Ava

Feeling called to share my sensual experience of the world in 1-min videos – “Sensual Exploration with Ava” – on YouTube! 💃☀️🧚‍♀️ Let’s explore our wondrous 5 senses together – touch, taste, hear, smell, see with me! You can follow along and copycat – like a scavenger hunt! It only takes a minute of presence a day, planning to do it for 30-days and then we shall see 😻

follow along 😉