UNCHARTED TERRAIN

Don’t deny the madness 
that you hide…
the wilderness inside…
hear it cry…
the land of grief
the valley of despair
the gulf of greed
the mountain of fear
the lava lake of anger
the swamp of festering stagnation
the canyon of cowardice
the ridge of reservation
the crater of frustration
the avalanche of guilt
the cave of broken promises
the ocean of anxiety
the strait of chasing notoriety
the tundra of shame
the delta of lust
the valley of envy
the plateau of “I’m fine”
the fjord of pride
the sinkhole of “that’s not divine”
the lagoon of loneliness and longing,
promises belonging.

Searching on the outside to no avail,
one day you turn inward,
begin to explore, claim it all,
and become whole!

5d LIGHT CODES

THE TIME IS NOW! LET'S KEEP CO-CREATING THE NEW EARTH TOGETHER, LOVING OURSELVES, LOVING ONE ANOTHER, LOVING THE PLANET AND HONORING ALL!

P.S. All of my self-portraits from AS WITHIN, SO WITHOUT are available for free download on Unsplash for New Earth architects and whoever else enjoys 🙂 Due credit is always appreciated 😉

DEEP CALLS TO DEEP

time traveling,
unraveling…
i’ll take you there
your chest, my hair.
uncovering
all the places we have been
together and apart,
the truths within -
one from the start.
your eyes -
unfold me…
your arms -
just hold me…
your hands -
unmold me…
your mouth -
slowly…
my eyes -
they know you
my lips -
they call you
my hands -
explore you
my world,
i’ll show you…
soul of the soul:
you and me,
whole.
love making love:
you in me,
free.
heart to heart:
you as me,
see.

deep calls to deep…
you
hear
me
❤️

Conscious Sexuality As A Doorway To Embodied Enlightenment

I woke up at 3am the other night to allow this insight through … enjoy!

Sexuality♾️.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~♾️Spirituality

Our sexuality can serve as a doorway to spirituality and through making love to another human being we can get a realization of oneness/have a profound spiritual awakening. In the moments of intense presence when time and space disappear we can experience our true selves - namely, pure awareness. The two bodies merged as one, the polarity united in singularity.  Thus lovemaking becomes a sacred act, a meditation, a doorway to the divine, nurturing enlightenment, a deeper connection, mental, physical and emotional well-being. It’s an opportunity for constant renewal - all agendas and techniques disappear, giving way to pure presence, sensitivity, sensuality, playfulness, awareness. We do not come together for a particular end/to reach orgasm, but to simply enjoy one another and celebrate our humanity and divinity. Making love is a beautiful flow of energy, a sweet surrender to simply being and allowing the doing to happen in its own for the bodies can feel their own rhythm and inner wisdom and they know how to move/what to do. Just like dancing or playing music, the enjoyment is in the act and when orgasm happens it’s a blissful high followed by a mellow calm that can be sparked by a single touch to another blissful high. This can only happen when both individuals have done the inner work to be completely free of any shame, guilt, fear and other negative conditioning around sexuality/the natural human body and can fully embrace and accept themselves and the other. There is a sweetness and sacredness to making love in pure awareness that is beyond words, opening doorways to other worlds/planes of existence, bringing more light and love to the Earth, and anchoring these new energies in the body as our beautiful miraculous vessel for experiencing this physical reality of seeming separation and duality. Sex between enlightened conscious partners is a most natural and effortless transcendence of the limitations of form and rebirth into embodied expanded awareness - again and again, to no end. When two powerful energetic streams of life force merge together in love and presence, they propel the collective evolution of consciousness through downloading, channeling and emitting higher vibrations and frequencies. Gradually bliss becomes a sustained state that can be revisited/experienced at any time, for it’s the truth if who we are. 

Hear it here.

Conscious Lovemaking & Feminine Energy

This came through me the other day, hear it here.

Making love to a woman who embodies her true nature, which is Love, is a creative experience of dissolution of the ego/limited self, merging into oneness, remembering our divinity and coming back reborn anew. The womb symbolizes the formlessness out of which everything arises, and being inside of it one is nurtured, nourished, replenished and enriched with new potentials and possibilities. It is a blissful opportunity to shed thoughts, feelings, beliefs and ideas which no longer serve us and re-emerge with new inspiration, direction and drive. Knowledge is dead and static, knowing is alive and constantly flowing. A woman in touch with her true nature is like nature - constantly changing, expanding, evolving, in tune with the ebb and flow of the life-death-life cycles (through her own menstrual cycle), balanced, harmonious, radiant. Touching her body and being immersed in it is like bathing in the waters of a warm mineral spring - the more love and care you put into her, the more will be returned to you, for she multiplies it all. 

All I Need

Beyond definitions and identities, the real you shines. Namaste, beautiful soul.

Drop it - 
The masks
The fear
The unworthiness
The not-enough
The almost there

The anxiety
The chase
The game
The battle
The guilt
The shame
The struggle
The constant questioning
The perfect image
The imperfect self
The past
The future
The mind
The being right
The preferences and opinions
The many unconquered dominions.

I want you{r} naked
Now.
To our divinity
We bow. 


Resolve
To Dissolve.

smooth surfaces

sensing
energetic
signature
sweet
sensual
passionate
soul
poetry
confined
in
rusty
armor
of old 
stories…
fingertips
tracing
rough
edges
volcano
eager
to erupt
but determined
to stay 
dormant…
sharp
lava
leaves
paper cuts:
enough
blood.

leaving
rugged
terrain
behind
for
new
pages
of valleys
and water
words
worlds
meandering
gently
ever
so
freely
feeling
flowers…

the bodies
know.

{smooth surfaces}
hear it…

Sunday

– what do you desire?

  • to feel alive again… to not worry about anything… to live, really live… to be held by the sunshine… to breathe – fully, freely, fiery… to not deny myself… to be accepted…to embrace all… to make mistakes… to laugh… to kiss… to feel it all… to cry… to reach the depths of my sorrow… to soar to the heights of my joy… to fly… to play… to make love and be bliss… to stay there…entangled and entwined with another body that feels like mine…  my soul wide open to the ecstatic experience… presence permeating all… pervading… one with it all… existing as existence… endlessly unfolding into who i am… flowers, forests, flow… electricity in my veins… essence exuding fragrance… love, lover, loving, loved, love, lover, loving, loved, love, lover, loving, loved, love… depth

You&I

A poem that came through like a flood… the image is setting sunlight flooding in my living room and reflecting off the laptop screen on the wall… so much beauty in the ordinary moments… endless poetry abounds…

I am that I am

I am that 
I am

the darkness and the light
the birth, the death, the flight
the joy, the sorrow and the pain,
the drought, the flood, the rain
the song, the melody, the vibe
the solitary wanderer, the tribe
the moon, the sun, the planets and the sky
the memory in every baby’s cry,
the plants, the trees, the birds, the bees,
the wound, the blood, the bliss, the kiss,
the thing that’s always here, and you always miss,
the river, the creek, the ocean and the sea,
the mountain, the valley, the abyss you never see,
the rose, the fox, the Little Prince, the snake,
the resurrection and the wake,
the sunshine and the stars,
and maybe even Elon Musk and Mars
{no, this is not a farse}

or is it?…

keep going,
and you will find out
what all of this
is all about

{or would you?}

to thine self
stay true

finish… my… sentences…

This collection of self-portraits represents me coming to terms with the truth that I am enough and too much at the same time, and that’s perfectly fine/I would not have it any other way.

I co-created directly with the Sun, the images/videos are NOT EDITED at all, shot in Santa Barbara, CA in August/September 2022, natural light, natural body, natural raw real whole self.

How simple, yet hard to accept oneself completely. However, if/when you do everything somehow falls into place. 🙏❤️‍🔥☀️

click… {bait}

oracle

you won't see
what's coming
until it comes
unless
you see it coming
before it comes

you won't get this
unless you get it
and if not
you will
when you
have to

not everything
makes sense
until it all
makes
perfect
sense

only to
not make
sense
again

two is
one
one is
loop

Elemental Roadmaps

There are unseen passages that open up just for us when we turn within to connect with the truth of who we are. Nothing else is needed, but a willingness to look, to be still, to surrender to the elements, to feel, to know… any time and any place is right to explore the roadmap of the soul.

She was never alone:
The Sun hugged her all over
The Earth supported her every step
The Water nurtured her roots
The Air encouraged her flight
She contained them within.
She gave birth to them without.

FREE:BE

A poem I wrote today inspired by a conversation with my friends in our Music & Poetry Twitter space sharing about this amazing 30-day meditation challenge I did in December

{the benfits of meditation:}

what does it 
mean to be free?

from the stories
that came before,
oppressing you even 
more?

from the ideas of who you need to be,
even the ones
of what it means
to be free?

from the narrow minds
that walk the lines
or
from self-imposed
confines?

from the voices in your head,
thoughts playing on repeat,
feelings that you never wish
to actually truly meet?

if only…
one day…
i could be free
for all the things I want to 
do and be…

for art
for adventure
for music
for friends
for tea
for deep conversations
for long naps
for walks by the sea
for kisses
for laughter
for sharing grief
for dreaming
for savoring
for making-believe
for soaking up sun
for meaningful work
for some simple fun
for all the things
that make you sad
for all the things
that make your heart glad
for all the things
accessible
to you and me 
- surprisingly - 
for free!

funny how it is,
what we seek
is always
right in front 
of us
yet we always 
seem to
miss

then 
one
fine
day
you
realize
that
simply
“FREE”
is
what
you 
have 
always
been 
and 
will
always
be

{self-realization}

spoken version

Bliss

Maybe life is like exploring a new place
the museums
the shops
the cafes
the restaurants
the bars
the parks
the mountains
the beaches
the attractions
the clubs
the spas
the wineries
the alleys
the busy streets
the tourist traps
the obscure local dives
the photo ops
the accidental finds
the fancy
the mundane
the well-trodden path
the rough terrain
the sweet
the sour
and the like
the trending
the forgotten
the bizarre
up
down
left
and right
the sunset
and the morning light
so much to see 
and smell 
and taste
to take in
to experience
to revel in
to grace.
and then


 your face.
 a memory of long ago
 it has always been you
 I’ve longed to
 explore.
 in
 out
 and all the way 
through.
 new vistas
 new landscapes 
 a sacred vision
 come true.

this
is
bliss.

Anchor

aimlessly floating on my own volition
winds to and fro inhale my sails
currents carry me to shores unexplored
i set my imprint in the stones
and swiftly slip away again
thirsty for the familiar ground
that shines anew each day
and shifts and moves with me...
i tire but keep searching
propelled by an 
elusive
empty
exotic
enchanting
effervescent
eternal 
pull
coming from within
that pushes me out
out of my skin
expanding
blending
merging
bursting
until
all 
my 
neatly 
sown 
seams
come undone
and i carefully put them
together
anew 
stronger
wiser
better...
then
you appear
to anchor me.


Not All Who Wander Are Lost

This came through the other day, wrote it down in a matter of three minutes, felt moved to take pictures today…

Feeling encapsulated by the deadening dullness of the limited shared reality, the wanderer crosses the threshold of imposed commonality to get lost in the vastness of the void where anything is possible. The lucrative unknown holds an elusive quality, a mystery that beckons to be explored, but never unravelled completely for its intricate secrets weave themselves into ever more complex patterns that strike with their inherent stoic simplicity. Shapes and visions blend, merge and dance into a series of processions that disappear in the blink of an eye only to re-emerge in a more-vivid-than-before kaleidoscopic formation of pure delight and fascination. The meaning is obscured by palpable presence penetrating to the core of all and revealing itself as the cradle of existence. Non-being implies being, darkness gives birth to light, quiet superimposes noise, life is swallowed by death only to burst into more life, all opposites unite and return to the origin of all things where they have always been. A spark, a thirst, a hunger rekindles the fire again and explodes into an outburst of desire to know itself. A universe is born anew. Welcome, yes, you.

photos – unedited, text – unedited, straight from Source 😉

Invisible Forces

There is a higher order
A calling
A thread that connects souls
And when the time comes
It beckons.
A knowing from deep within emerges
There is no choice
Decision has been made
Follow
Follow
Follow
Your heart.
Forge your way into the unknown
Creation delights in
Pure Passion.
Boldness
Rapture
Bliss.
Eternity
Since our last
Kiss.

How do you FEEL?

With touch?
With sunlight?
With tears?
Rainstorms?
Cool ocean breeze?
With music?
Alone?
With people?
Alone with people?
In shared silence?
A look
A knowing
A nod
Walking
Feet in the sand
At night
In bed
Silently?
Violently?
In broken glass?
With candlelight?
Soft kisses...
A glass of wine
In the bathtub
Water
Fire
Earth
Air
Head in the clouds
Hands in the soil
Endless sky
Roots deep down
Eyes closed
Remembering
The joy
The pain
The bliss
The sadness
This...
Is
How
I
Feel...
It
All.

Beyond

I see beyond the masks you wear.
The roles they put you in
For that’s all 
They could see and know
Surface surfers
Assuming you are one of them.
However,
Deep inside of you
You always knew.
Cognitive dissonance.
But could you truly be another?
When all reflections seemed to show the same?
Yet, it was not your true face.
You smile and laugh
To hide
The void inside.
Until it swallows you in
To realize
Who you have always been.
No longer fearing the depth
You dwell in it
And hope to see it in another.
Connect.
Knowing
Not knowing
How or why
Simply that
You
Me
And
God
That’s three
In
One.
No more blind
I see.
Shedding it all
Brilliant
Joyous
Luminous
Free.

Live In the Dream


We are God particles
Dancing
In sunlit expanses
Fields ripe with moonlight
Above the clouds
Elevated
We rise
Within the Earth
We sleep and
Remember.
Integrating all we are
Recognizing
Greeting
Connecting
Uniting
To part again
More yourself
Carrying me with you
Loving
Loving
Loving
For I am You.
One in myriads of forms
Conscious
Beathing
Alive
Getting to know
Oneself.
One
Self.
Kiss me
Hold me
Touch me.
A smile from your soul
Transcending time
Caresses mine
Obliterates space
Together,
We lie. 
The world dissolves
For we are it.
Finally
Whole
Complete.
Sweet
Dream
Sweet.


DayDream

What am I doing here?
Remind me again.
Watching the rain
The body begs for kisses
Cold coffee instead.
You know we came to dream
A new dream
The new dream.
So long searching to find you
Gathering the pieces
Of who I am.
Could have been anyone
No one satisfies.
Could be doing anything
But why?
Longing
Longing
Longing

Taking Flight


We meet
Your eyes
My eyes
Speak
Our lips 
Kiss
Our hands 
Unite
Our hearts 
Collide
It’s warm 
Inside
Blissful
Happy
Together
Until one day
It lurks upon me...
I feel it in your touch
It’s written in your gaze
A silent sentence you 
Don’t have to speak
I panic
I can’t breathe
I want out of the
Gilded cage you built for me
{A perfect one indeed
With all the comforts
Worthy of a queen}
Assuming 
I am all you need
A finished product
A perfect image
What you have been looking for
Your whole life
A manifest of a complete idea...

Faithful Love

My body remembers you from eons ago
My mind doubts it is possible
My heart speaks the truth softly
My soul yearns for yours
My being knows.
All that is You evokes all that is Me
Two essences merge as One.
In your presence, I flow
In my presence, you burn.
Together we clear the old and nourish the new
Ablaze
Our path, the path of Love
Beyond separation, into unity.
My outlines tracing yours
Your thoughts finding home in mine
Our hearts beating in the same rhythm
Us, created in Love
Led by Source
Joyously dancing in harmony
into Eternity.
Love in your eyes meets Love in my eyes
Oh Love, we came from the stars.
I am sun beams and moonlight
You are passion and poetry
Together we nurture our nature.
We sought, and we found.
We have chosen each other since before time began
Hand in hand we birth new beginnings.
Firmly found in Love
Softly surrendered to Source.
Beyond appearances and veils
Beyond light and dark
Beyond past and future
We stand, in the eternal now
Entangled as one.
Your needs, my wants.
My beauty, your reflection.
Tender and true
Fearless force
Sensual symphony
Faithful Love.

***

On the threshold of a new beginning
The old falls away
We rise above it
I create in you
You create in me
Together dissolving in one
Love we follow
Love we create
Love we are
Love it is.

Reflections & 50+ Ways to Wear a Reflector

eyes unlock memories
long kept
of past forgotten
timelines merging
futures wide open
recognizing yourself
in another
the version trailing by
shape shifting
to a different reality
where time
speeds up
as the breath
slows down
to reveal
the possibilities
of now
in your image
staring at the mirror.
lover
your should have
worshipped 
yourself
sooner
but this moment
lingers 
forever.
seize
It.

Alphabetical Soliloquy {resulting in} Blissful Reunion {for two}

Alphabetical Soliloquy
{the ABCs redefined}

Almost audible
Blessedly born
Calmly conjured
Delicately draped
Effortlessly etched
Feelingly faint
Gladly granted
Hungrily harbored
Irregularly incidented
Justly jubileed
Keenly knighted
Longingly lush
Movingly motioned
Nearly nestled
Oddly obscure
Perfectly placed
Questioningly quiet
Remotely ravenous
Seemingly soft
Touchingly tame
Utmostly urgent
Vaporishly valid
Willingly warm
Xenially xerothermic
Yearningly yummy
Zealously zesty
A
Bare
Caress
{my head on your chest}

Your Song {Song of Songs}

A song-inspired Love Verse to My Dream Lover, using only song titles. My mind loves to make connections between things and layer them… For a link to the playlist, begin from the end…

A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes.
Re:member,
Unfold
Again.
Sweet Thing,
Are You The One That I’ve Been Waiting For,
The Man I Love?
Mysterious Ways
Counting Stars
Couldn’t Sleep
A Thousand Years
Wishin’ & Hopin’
Heaven Help
Justify My Love.
I’ll See It Through.
I Put a Spell on You
It Will Come Back
My Moon My Man
Good For Me.
Lovesong,
You Make Me Feel,
Sweetest Thing.
Deeper Than Shallow,
Chocolate,
I Melt With You.

Mother Goddess

I am Mother Goddess. 
I gave birth to this world, to every single living thing in this Universe
From the grain of sand to the biggest Sun.
I love my children so much, for they are a continuation of me
and Father God.
We are contained in them, they are contained in us
An endless spiral into Infinity.
I am always here for them
Yet they have forgotten of my existence.
They long for my loving embrace
But they do not remember which is the way home.
There is a sacred doorway they need to enter
One they have kept shut for too long
The doorway of the heart.

I AM

I am wild, unexplored, uncharted
There are no maps to get to me,
Because my territory changes all the time.
There is chaos, volcanoes
Raging storms, tumultuous oceans,
Scorching deserts, volatile winds
All hiding within me.
I smile amidst it and harmony is born.
My being yearns, craves,
Destroys, devours,
Consumes and leaves behind.
My being nourishes, loves
Creates, nurtures,
Brings forth and solidifies.
I flow through time unbound
Spill out and over
Fill every crevice
Persuasive and pervasive.
My essence leaves an imprint
A taste in your mouth
A tingling in your limbs
A haunting image
Of something long lost
You once had
And now you want it back.

***

To hold possession over me…
Impossible save when we...are One in God/Love