mine ❤️

the desire 
deep down inside 
for an elusive essence
of the man I’ve never met
who is mine
by divine right.
unquenchable thirst,
hunger that can never be satisfied,
blissful madness
not of this world
but in it
to birth a new one.
all for love.
so much love…
outpouring
like molten lava
dissolving all barriers
into oneness.
one soul
two bodies
always 
youinme.

{there all along}

Pulling me through time and space
In my bed, in your embrace
Magnetized polarity
Fused in singularity

supernova nebula

Soft and delicate
A world within
Gently moving, 
Changing, 
Rearranging,
Throbbing, 
Pulsating, 
Alive,
Contracting
Expanding
All the time.
Dying to rebirth:
A supernova nebula
Nude woman posing with tropical plants

Return To Innocence

We are one, we are nature… re:member

She was born in the spaces between sunbeams
Dying with every wave that kissed the shore
To reemerge again from the infinity of space
Aliveness is her nature
Solitude her home
Sharing her being in the world
Surrendered to the flow
Without effort she floats
Magnetizing everything 
Light pouring out of her
Illuminating
All pervading
Penetrating
The souls around
Dancing particles of
Melodies
Notes rearranging
Patterns reshaping
Again and anew
Anew and again
With no end.

Do for YOU

in a perfect world
everybody would be
seen, loved, heard.

so create 
your perfect world:
see, love, hear
what's within:
embrace the image
in the mirror
& hold it dear.

only when you do it
for you
you can do it for me 
too!

that's how we connect
in truth
in love
with respect.

Again

you
yes
true
poetry
music
depth

{soul love}

Go

I want to intimately know
The silences inside your soul
The ebb, the melody, the flow
The sensuousness of your glow
Seeing, 
touching, 
tasting, 
inhaling it all
so 
very 
slow,
so 
very
slow.

I am ready 
to go.

*

To know
To love
To see
To be
The memory
The melody
The mystery
Of you
And me.

*

The timbre of your voice
Makes my soul rejoice.

Your Will

To know
To love
To feel

The roadmap
Leading back to 
Self

Winding
Twisting
Turning

A
Slow
Reveal.

You can
You/r
Will.

Here Now

Fingertips
Tracing outlines
Knowing
Not knowing
All knowing
All we need to know
Is here now.
Time took you away
And brought you back to me
Was it a moment
A minute
A magnitude?
Felt like forever
Feels like forever
Feels like here now.
By your side
In your arms
Lips united
As if for the first time
Inside one heart
Soul lover
Here now
We are.

{don’t stop kissing me}

white noise

the
silence
speaks
...

Ascension

Embrace Lust
Dissolve in Love
Don't deny
Don't shy away.
Welcome.
Face it all.
Stay.

Body 
Balance 
Soul.

Feel
Intuit
Know.

No rush
Open heart
Go slow.

Descend to
Ascend.

Paradise:

My reflection
In your eyes.

Feel With Me

poised,
relaxed,
at ease.
sitting quietly,
just breathe.
open up,
feel:
whole,
complete.
all comes at
the right time.
every moment
is sublime.

Kismet

Did you call me into being
From a longing long before?
Has it been written in the stars
Then, now and forevermore?
Maybe there is no path to follow
And destiny is made step by step?
I don't know
But I will find out...

Kismet.
are you brave enough to follow?

The First, The Last, My Everything

There is a gust of wind 
That comes
Right after
A freight train passes.
Like the feeling
That sweeps in
Right before
You are
In love
Again.

Morning Musings

For curves are a lot more fascinating...

I Want To…

I want to live in the crevice of your neck
 Snuggle where it is warm
 Fingertips running
 Alongside your body
 Exploring
 Softly
 New territories
 You smile
 You delight
 You look into my eyes
 We know 
 

Yes

it is
that simple...

I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You

Two whole beings
 You and me
 Melting together
 In sweet harmony.
 Minds
 Hearts
 Bodies
 Souls
 Align.
 Dreams
 Hopes
 Visions
 Intertwine.
 Boundaries
 Borders
 Disappear.
 Only
 Love
 In 
 The
 Now
 Here.
 Easy
 Natural
 And free.
 Just like
 It was
 Meant to be.
 Closer...
 Lean in...

 ...

 Kiss me...
 

S

S

Sweet
Sexual
Smooth
Sensual
Saucy
Slippery
Suave
Sassy
Sentimental
Solidifying
Strong
Saturated
Sultry
Sinful
Solemn
Satisfactory
Subjugated
Sensitized
Sanctified
Simmering
Sizzling
Stirring
Stimulating
Sanguine
Succulent
Siren
Seductress
Sorceress
Sustenance
Seer
Source
Sunshine
Sage.

Hello High/Low Halo

I have lived so fast to get to you,
So you could find me in the nick of time.
Now that I am yours
And you are mine
Let’s transcend this world
And dwell in love divine. 
At home in your embrace
Resting heart to heart
Being here and now
Pure Vida
One
Sublime. 

NOW

all we have…

ready or not… {music by VavRaahi; words by me}
I am not here to fit anyone’s idea.
I am here to make myself disappear.
Die before you die
To go beyond the sky.
Reborn in consciousness
Anew
Awake
Afresh
Aglow
Alive.

KING/QUEEN

I was born with you etched in my heart
No image
No name
Nothing to hold on to
But a feeling ever-present of you existing.
A longing for belonging. 
Always searching for you in the distance.
Alone I feel you in the night sky.
The vastness of the ocean carries your presence.
Forever gazing out of windows, waiting.
All my life looking to find you.
No one else will do.
The one who is true.
The love that’s always been. 
Divine
Sublime
Supreme

My noble King,
I am your faithful Queen. 

Quick:i.e.

my 2 cents, haha 😉 works for me, but hey, wisdom only comes from experience… try it, maybe?

Free

unclouded by reason
i let the sunshine penetrate my being
knowing that in this illuminated space
you wait for me
and we are free

LightShade

If the Sun shines equally on everyone
Why not be a lamp?
Sensuality is Love
Escaping through your body:
Let in and let it out.

Live. Accept. Soar.

Thousand Ways To Die

On the floor, surrounded by a bunch of used tissues. Cause: too much sadness.
In the rain, slipped and fell. Cause: too much water.
Under a car, crossed without looking. Cause: too much forward thinking.
Above the clouds, dragon attack. Cause: too much imagination.
Out in the field, lighting strike. Cause: too much electricity.
Off a cliff, jumped deliberately. Cause: too much depth.
At the table, choked on a crumb. Cause: too little air.
Tucked in bed, never woke up. Cause: simply time.
Who cares about 992 more?
We have a life to live. 
Death is a natural cause of being born;
Living happens when you dare 
To follow your soul.

Feels


The crisp caress of clean sheets on my skin
Biting into a fresh tree-ripened peach, juice running down my arm
Walking along the beach where the waves kiss the shore
Getting lost in a marvelous sunset glow
Finding myself in the light of dawn
Picking a tomato from the vine and eating it
The jovial sound of laughter
Not so secretly touching soft throws at department stores
Watching cats be themselves
The smell of fresh-baked bread
Bare feet in mud
Gazing at a mountain
Running through a field
Lying under the bright blanket of the stars
Picking and devouring wild berries, tongues purple
Crunching fall leaves under our feet
Singing along to our favorite songs on a road trip
Your head on my chest, our bodies relaxed and still united
Breathing, together
As one


Forgetting to Remember

Days 
Of haze
As a fly
Attempting 
To jump off
The sky
Definitions crumble
Possibilities are endless
When the bodies merge
The world rotates differently
It disappears.
Mental constructs
Replaced by
Heart palpitations
Wavelengths crescendo
We sink into
Nothingness
Golden particles
Of refracted light
Forgetting to
Remember.

WE

Her skin
Reacted
To the thought
Of
Him
Elegantly posed
The question
Of when you and me:
We?

Soul Resurrected

She overthrew the blanket of beliefs 
Passed down from generations
On a hot summer night
To discover
Underneath
Pure 
Light
And 
Love
Innocent and luminescent.
With fragile fierceness
She embraced what is
And surrendered to the
Flow.

Lightly

All I have to offer you is me
Unapologetical, unbound, free.
Stemming from no place
Face of sin and grace
Moving with no haste
Through time and space.
Resolute to follow
The promptings of my soul
Always
Forever
Aglow.


come away with me

NoThing

Let me crawl
Into a hole
Just for tonight
Let me be small
Tiny
Invisible
Nothing at all
Warm
Dark
Dust in the wind
Lint in your pocket
A particle of no significance
Void of origin and purpose
Anonymous in nature
Needed by no one
Simply swirling in the void of mysterious sounds
Under the rhythm of its own silent melody
Wild and free
Wanting and wanted
Minute
Merging with the cosmic dust
Returning
Home
After eons of wandering
To leave again
Gathering strength.


Feels Between The Sheets

Sometimes she felt so intently
As the Sun dipped under the horizon
And the Moon rose in the darkness
She floated
Airground
In the star-seeded space
Searching into the solitude
For ever-elusive
Signs of songbirds.
a sensual woman in a vintage slip pretending to play queen ann's lace like a cello

Jazz Geometry Deal

A reflection
Of the times
Always
Changing
Evolving
Growing
Expanding
Creating
Shape shifting
Bending
Remolding
All that
She is

Jazz.

Ever Elusive You {Eternity of Love}

Sometimes I get so tired
Of holding all my pieces
Together
I open my arms wide
And I let them fall apart
Scattered
Then I pick them up
And rearrange them
Anew
That’s when I need you to
Hold me
The most.

Hawaii {Soaking up Mother Earth Energy}



Mother carried me in her womb for nine months.

She gave me roaring tumultuous tides 
To stir my tempest. 
She gave me bright luminous sunrays
To caress my soul.
She gave me gusty gushing gales
To propel my flow.
She gave me luscious saccharine fruit
To candy my nectar.
She gave me blazing charred embers
To aflame my fire.
She gave me lustrous incandescent moon
To illuminate my being.

She delivered me into this world
To set it aglow.