UNCHARTED TERRAIN

Don’t deny the madness 
that you hide…
the wilderness inside…
hear it cry…
the land of grief
the valley of despair
the gulf of greed
the mountain of fear
the lava lake of anger
the swamp of festering stagnation
the canyon of cowardice
the ridge of reservation
the crater of frustration
the avalanche of guilt
the cave of broken promises
the ocean of anxiety
the strait of chasing notoriety
the tundra of shame
the delta of lust
the valley of envy
the plateau of “I’m fine”
the fjord of pride
the sinkhole of “that’s not divine”
the lagoon of loneliness and longing,
promises belonging.

Searching on the outside to no avail,
one day you turn inward,
begin to explore, claim it all,
and become whole!

HOLY FIRE

My first book, “Holy Fire”, is now out. A spontaneous transmission of truth, remembrance and power, downloaded in a little over an hour, a text you’d love to devour! 💃❤️‍🔥🕺🏼

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mine ❤️

the desire 
deep down inside 
for an elusive essence
of the man I’ve never met
who is mine
by divine right.
unquenchable thirst,
hunger that can never be satisfied,
blissful madness
not of this world
but in it
to birth a new one.
all for love.
so much love…
outpouring
like molten lava
dissolving all barriers
into oneness.
one soul
two bodies
always 
youinme.

Love Language

Love is the Universal Language… we are fluent in it when we are born, then we forget, and it takes a long time to fully remember… to your true self surrender

essence

underneath it all, is’s your unique essence… so worthwhile to uncover…

Ava’s Poetry

Hello dear soul friends! I’ve been more on YouTube these days, sharing the poetry that comes through me – visual & verbal. Playlists below – enjoy! <3

{there all along}

Pulling me through time and space
In my bed, in your embrace
Magnetized polarity
Fused in singularity

supernova nebula

Soft and delicate
A world within
Gently moving, 
Changing, 
Rearranging,
Throbbing, 
Pulsating, 
Alive,
Contracting
Expanding
All the time.
Dying to rebirth:
A supernova nebula

All I Need

Beyond definitions and identities, the real you shines. Namaste, beautiful soul.

Drop it - 
The masks
The fear
The unworthiness
The not-enough
The almost there

The anxiety
The chase
The game
The battle
The guilt
The shame
The struggle
The constant questioning
The perfect image
The imperfect self
The past
The future
The mind
The being right
The preferences and opinions
The many unconquered dominions.

I want you{r} naked
Now.
To our divinity
We bow. 


Resolve
To Dissolve.
Nude woman posing with tropical plants

Return To Innocence

We are one, we are nature… re:member

She was born in the spaces between sunbeams
Dying with every wave that kissed the shore
To reemerge again from the infinity of space
Aliveness is her nature
Solitude her home
Sharing her being in the world
Surrendered to the flow
Without effort she floats
Magnetizing everything 
Light pouring out of her
Illuminating
All pervading
Penetrating
The souls around
Dancing particles of
Melodies
Notes rearranging
Patterns reshaping
Again and anew
Anew and again
With no end.

Do for YOU

in a perfect world
everybody would be
seen, loved, heard.

so create 
your perfect world:
see, love, hear
what's within:
embrace the image
in the mirror
& hold it dear.

only when you do it
for you
you can do it for me 
too!

that's how we connect
in truth
in love
with respect.

smooth surfaces

sensing
energetic
signature
sweet
sensual
passionate
soul
poetry
confined
in
rusty
armor
of old 
stories…
fingertips
tracing
rough
edges
volcano
eager
to erupt
but determined
to stay 
dormant…
sharp
lava
leaves
paper cuts:
enough
blood.

leaving
rugged
terrain
behind
for
new
pages
of valleys
and water
words
worlds
meandering
gently
ever
so
freely
feeling
flowers…

the bodies
know.

{smooth surfaces}
hear it…

Kismet

Did you call me into being
From a longing long before?
Has it been written in the stars
Then, now and forevermore?
Maybe there is no path to follow
And destiny is made step by step?
I don't know
But I will find out...

Kismet.
are you brave enough to follow?

The First, The Last, My Everything

There is a gust of wind 
That comes
Right after
A freight train passes.
Like the feeling
That sweeps in
Right before
You are
In love
Again.

Anchor

aimlessly floating on my own volition
winds to and fro inhale my sails
currents carry me to shores unexplored
i set my imprint in the stones
and swiftly slip away again
thirsty for the familiar ground
that shines anew each day
and shifts and moves with me...
i tire but keep searching
propelled by an 
elusive
empty
exotic
enchanting
effervescent
eternal 
pull
coming from within
that pushes me out
out of my skin
expanding
blending
merging
bursting
until
all 
my 
neatly 
sown 
seams
come undone
and i carefully put them
together
anew 
stronger
wiser
better...
then
you appear
to anchor me.


Invisible Forces

There is a higher order
A calling
A thread that connects souls
And when the time comes
It beckons.
A knowing from deep within emerges
There is no choice
Decision has been made
Follow
Follow
Follow
Your heart.
Forge your way into the unknown
Creation delights in
Pure Passion.
Boldness
Rapture
Bliss.
Eternity
Since our last
Kiss.

How do you FEEL?

With touch?
With sunlight?
With tears?
Rainstorms?
Cool ocean breeze?
With music?
Alone?
With people?
Alone with people?
In shared silence?
A look
A knowing
A nod
Walking
Feet in the sand
At night
In bed
Silently?
Violently?
In broken glass?
With candlelight?
Soft kisses...
A glass of wine
In the bathtub
Water
Fire
Earth
Air
Head in the clouds
Hands in the soil
Endless sky
Roots deep down
Eyes closed
Remembering
The joy
The pain
The bliss
The sadness
This...
Is
How
I
Feel...
It
All.

S

S

Sweet
Sexual
Smooth
Sensual
Saucy
Slippery
Suave
Sassy
Sentimental
Solidifying
Strong
Saturated
Sultry
Sinful
Solemn
Satisfactory
Subjugated
Sensitized
Sanctified
Simmering
Sizzling
Stirring
Stimulating
Sanguine
Succulent
Siren
Seductress
Sorceress
Sustenance
Seer
Source
Sunshine
Sage.

Simply Said

to be…

reason for being

Live. Accept. Soar.

Thousand Ways To Die

On the floor, surrounded by a bunch of used tissues. Cause: too much sadness.
In the rain, slipped and fell. Cause: too much water.
Under a car, crossed without looking. Cause: too much forward thinking.
Above the clouds, dragon attack. Cause: too much imagination.
Out in the field, lighting strike. Cause: too much electricity.
Off a cliff, jumped deliberately. Cause: too much depth.
At the table, choked on a crumb. Cause: too little air.
Tucked in bed, never woke up. Cause: simply time.
Who cares about 992 more?
We have a life to live. 
Death is a natural cause of being born;
Living happens when you dare 
To follow your soul.

Feels


The crisp caress of clean sheets on my skin
Biting into a fresh tree-ripened peach, juice running down my arm
Walking along the beach where the waves kiss the shore
Getting lost in a marvelous sunset glow
Finding myself in the light of dawn
Picking a tomato from the vine and eating it
The jovial sound of laughter
Not so secretly touching soft throws at department stores
Watching cats be themselves
The smell of fresh-baked bread
Bare feet in mud
Gazing at a mountain
Running through a field
Lying under the bright blanket of the stars
Picking and devouring wild berries, tongues purple
Crunching fall leaves under our feet
Singing along to our favorite songs on a road trip
Your head on my chest, our bodies relaxed and still united
Breathing, together
As one


Alphabetical Soliloquy {resulting in} Blissful Reunion {for two}

Alphabetical Soliloquy
{the ABCs redefined}

Almost audible
Blessedly born
Calmly conjured
Delicately draped
Effortlessly etched
Feelingly faint
Gladly granted
Hungrily harbored
Irregularly incidented
Justly jubileed
Keenly knighted
Longingly lush
Movingly motioned
Nearly nestled
Oddly obscure
Perfectly placed
Questioningly quiet
Remotely ravenous
Seemingly soft
Touchingly tame
Utmostly urgent
Vaporishly valid
Willingly warm
Xenially xerothermic
Yearningly yummy
Zealously zesty
A
Bare
Caress
{my head on your chest}

Ever Elusive You {Eternity of Love}

Sometimes I get so tired
Of holding all my pieces
Together
I open my arms wide
And I let them fall apart
Scattered
Then I pick them up
And rearrange them
Anew
That’s when I need you to
Hold me
The most.

Your Song {Song of Songs}

A song-inspired Love Verse to My Dream Lover, using only song titles. My mind loves to make connections between things and layer them… For a link to the playlist, begin from the end…

A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes.
Re:member,
Unfold
Again.
Sweet Thing,
Are You The One That I’ve Been Waiting For,
The Man I Love?
Mysterious Ways
Counting Stars
Couldn’t Sleep
A Thousand Years
Wishin’ & Hopin’
Heaven Help
Justify My Love.
I’ll See It Through.
I Put a Spell on You
It Will Come Back
My Moon My Man
Good For Me.
Lovesong,
You Make Me Feel,
Sweetest Thing.
Deeper Than Shallow,
Chocolate,
I Melt With You.

Bare, Bold, and Unafraid

How it all began…

Surely  there is more to this
She said
And set forth to uncover it.

She reached out
Took her own hand
And headed into the unknown.

She was bare, bold and unafraid.
On this journey
Anything was possible.

Hawaii {Soaking up Mother Earth Energy}



Mother carried me in her womb for nine months.

She gave me roaring tumultuous tides 
To stir my tempest. 
She gave me bright luminous sunrays
To caress my soul.
She gave me gusty gushing gales
To propel my flow.
She gave me luscious saccharine fruit
To candy my nectar.
She gave me blazing charred embers
To aflame my fire.
She gave me lustrous incandescent moon
To illuminate my being.

She delivered me into this world
To set it aglow.

I AM

I am wild, unexplored, uncharted
There are no maps to get to me,
Because my territory changes all the time.
There is chaos, volcanoes
Raging storms, tumultuous oceans,
Scorching deserts, volatile winds
All hiding within me.
I smile amidst it and harmony is born.
My being yearns, craves,
Destroys, devours,
Consumes and leaves behind.
My being nourishes, loves
Creates, nurtures,
Brings forth and solidifies.
I flow through time unbound
Spill out and over
Fill every crevice
Persuasive and pervasive.
My essence leaves an imprint
A taste in your mouth
A tingling in your limbs
A haunting image
Of something long lost
You once had
And now you want it back.

***

To hold possession over me…
Impossible save when we...are One in God/Love