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DEEP DIVE: SHAME
Shame shrinks a manβs self-worth. Shame erodes his confidence. Shame keeps him repeating old patterns because he subconsciously believes he is the pattern.
Shame traps him in a loop:
Fear β avoidance β self-betrayal β guilt β shame β fear again
And the deeper the shame, the more the man fears repeating the mistakes of his past β which ironically pulls him back into the very behaviors he wants to leave behind.
This is the old paradigm masculine cycle: unconsciousness, self-blame, fear of failure, emotional shutdown, repetition.
Forgiveness is the only force strong enough to break that cycle/generational cycles of deeply embedded shame.
Forgiveness + Courage + Responsibility = Masculine Liberation
Forgiveness is not passive. It is an act of courage, authority, and inner leadership.
time traveling,
unravelingβ¦
iβll take you there
your chest, my hair.
uncovering
all the places we have been
together and apart,
the truths within -
one from the start.
your eyes -
unfold meβ¦
your arms -
just hold meβ¦
your hands -
unmold meβ¦
your mouth -
slowlyβ¦
my eyes -
they know you
my lips -
they call you
my hands -
explore you
my world,
iβll show youβ¦
soul of the soul:
you and me,
whole.
love making love:
you in me,
free.
heart to heart:
you as me,
see.
deep calls to deepβ¦
you
hear
me
β€οΈ
I woke up at 3am the other night to allow this insight through … enjoy!
SexualityβΎοΈ.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~βΎοΈSpirituality
Our sexuality can serve as a doorway to spirituality and through making love to another human being we can get a realization of oneness/have a profound spiritual awakening. In the moments of intense presence when time and space disappear we can experience our true selves - namely, pure awareness. The two bodies merged as one, the polarity united in singularity. Thus lovemaking becomes a sacred act, a meditation, a doorway to the divine, nurturing enlightenment, a deeper connection, mental, physical and emotional well-being. Itβs an opportunity for constant renewal - all agendas and techniques disappear, giving way to pure presence, sensitivity, sensuality, playfulness, awareness. We do not come together for a particular end/to reach orgasm, but to simply enjoy one another and celebrate our humanity and divinity. Making love is a beautiful flow of energy, a sweet surrender to simply being and allowing the doing to happen in its own for the bodies can feel their own rhythm and inner wisdom and they know how to move/what to do. Just like dancing or playing music, the enjoyment is in the act and when orgasm happens itβs a blissful high followed by a mellow calm that can be sparked by a single touch to another blissful high. This can only happen when both individuals have done the inner work to be completely free of any shame, guilt, fear and other negative conditioning around sexuality/the natural human body and can fully embrace and accept themselves and the other. There is a sweetness and sacredness to making love in pure awareness that is beyond words, opening doorways to other worlds/planes of existence, bringing more light and love to the Earth, and anchoring these new energies in the body as our beautiful miraculous vessel for experiencing this physical reality of seeming separation and duality. Sex between enlightened conscious partners is a most natural and effortless transcendence of the limitations of form and rebirth into embodied expanded awareness - again and again, to no end. When two powerful energetic streams of life force merge together in love and presence, they propel the collective evolution of consciousness through downloading, channeling and emitting higher vibrations and frequencies. Gradually bliss becomes a sustained state that can be revisited/experienced at any time, for itβs the truth if who we are. Hear it here.
This came through me the other day, hear it here.
Making love to a woman who embodies her true nature, which is Love, is a creative experience of dissolution of the ego/limited self, merging into oneness, remembering our divinity and coming back reborn anew. The womb symbolizes the formlessness out of which everything arises, and being inside of it one is nurtured, nourished, replenished and enriched with new potentials and possibilities. It is a blissful opportunity to shed thoughts, feelings, beliefs and ideas which no longer serve us and re-emerge with new inspiration, direction and drive. Knowledge is dead and static, knowing is alive and constantly flowing. A woman in touch with her true nature is like nature - constantly changing, expanding, evolving, in tune with the ebb and flow of the life-death-life cycles (through her own menstrual cycle), balanced, harmonious, radiant. Touching her body and being immersed in it is like bathing in the waters of a warm mineral spring - the more love and care you put into her, the more will be returned to you, for she multiplies it all.
I felt like turning my NFT collection into YouTube shorts, because I love these AnaΓ―s Nin quotes so much and there’s the added element of music/my voice. Enjoy the videos and the introspection they invite π
Hello dear soul friends! I’ve been more on YouTube these days, sharing the poetry that comes through me – visual & verbal. Playlists below – enjoy! <3
Soft and delicate A world within Gently moving, Changing, Rearranging, Throbbing, Pulsating, Alive, Contracting Expanding All the time. Dying to rebirth: A supernova nebula
Beyond definitions and identities, the real you shines. Namaste, beautiful soul.
Drop it -
The masks
The fear
The unworthiness
The not-enough
The almost there
The anxiety
The chase
The game
The battle
The guilt
The shame
The struggle
The constant questioning
The perfect image
The imperfect self
The past
The future
The mind
The being right
The preferences and opinions
The many unconquered dominions.
I want you{r} naked
Now.
To our divinity
We bow.
Resolve
To Dissolve.
Feeling called to share my sensual experience of the world in 1-min videos – “Sensual Exploration with Ava” – on YouTube! πβοΈπ§ββοΈ Let’s explore our wondrous 5 senses together – touch, taste, hear, smell, see with me! You can follow along and copycat – like a scavenger hunt! It only takes a minute of presence a day, planning to do it for 30-days and then we shall see π»
sensing
energetic
signature
sweet
sensual
passionate
soul
poetry
confined
in
rusty
armor
of old
storiesβ¦
fingertips
tracing
rough
edges
volcano
eager
to erupt
but determined
to stay
dormantβ¦
sharp
lava
leaves
paper cuts:
enough
blood.
leaving
rugged
terrain
behind
for
new
pages
of valleys
and water
words
worlds
meandering
gently
ever
so
freely
feeling
flowersβ¦
the bodies
know.
{smooth surfaces}
A song-inspired Love Verse to My Dream Lover, using only song titles. My mind loves to make connections between things and layer them… For a link to the playlist, begin from the end…
A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes.
Re:member,
Unfold
Again.
Sweet Thing,
Are You The One That Iβve Been Waiting For,
The Man I Love?
Mysterious Ways
Counting Stars
Couldnβt Sleep
A Thousand Years
Wishinβ & Hopinβ
Heaven Help
Justify My Love.
Iβll See It Through.
I Put a Spell on You
It Will Come Back
My Moon My Man
Good For Me.
Lovesong,
You Make Me Feel,
Sweetest Thing.
Deeper Than Shallow,
Chocolate,
I Melt With You.
… mind… what did you think? Not that kind of girl… or am I? I guess we can only guess… why define me, when we can have so much fun with no walls attached to a box… Wide open, my mind likes to wander… enjoy…
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I am Mother Goddess.
I gave birth to this world, to every single living thing in this Universe
From the grain of sand to the biggest Sun.
I love my children so much, for they are a continuation of me
and Father God.
We are contained in them, they are contained in us
An endless spiral into Infinity.
I am always here for them
Yet they have forgotten of my existence.
They long for my loving embrace
But they do not remember which is the way home.
There is a sacred doorway they need to enter
One they have kept shut for too long
The doorway of the heart.
maybe we are not meant to know it all – experience everything – what you like and what you don’t like – let it happen to you – like the mosquito drawing blood from my finger right now – observing it and sharing my blood with it – its belly is swelling up – I let it feed – there is a tiny red dot left on my finger – will it start itching – I can decide whether that’s going to annoy me or I will simply accept it as a part of life – we are part of it all and all of it at the same time – we come into the world of polarity to transcend it – all seeming opposites are actually one – the beauty of paradox – everything that exists is us, here to guide us into the remembering of who we are – follow the crumbs you left behind – signs are everywhere calling you home – it’s a dance your soul choreographed – you are the master dreamer – deeper and deeper we go – are you with me? I am you and you are I – perfectly imperfect – allow yourself to bloom – you know how to
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My biggest secret…

I am wild, unexplored, uncharted
There are no maps to get to me,
Because my territory changes all the time.
There is chaos, volcanoes
Raging storms, tumultuous oceans,
Scorching deserts, volatile winds
All hiding within me.
I smile amidst it and harmony is born.
My being yearns, craves,
Destroys, devours,
Consumes and leaves behind.
My being nourishes, loves
Creates, nurtures,
Brings forth and solidifies.
I flow through time unbound
Spill out and over
Fill every crevice
Persuasive and pervasive.
My essence leaves an imprint
A taste in your mouth
A tingling in your limbs
A haunting image
Of something long lost
You once had
And now you want it back.
***
To hold possession over meβ¦
Impossible save when we...are One in God/Love