FROM SUFFERING TO SOVEREIGNTY

DEEP DIVE: SHAME

Shame shrinks a man’s self-worth. Shame erodes his confidence. Shame keeps him repeating old patterns because he subconsciously believes he is the pattern.

Shame traps him in a loop:

Fear β†’ avoidance β†’ self-betrayal β†’ guilt β†’ shame β†’ fear again

And the deeper the shame, the more the man fears repeating the mistakes of his past β€” which ironically pulls him back into the very behaviors he wants to leave behind.

This is the old paradigm masculine cycle: unconsciousness, self-blame, fear of failure, emotional shutdown, repetition.

Forgiveness is the only force strong enough to break that cycle/generational cycles of deeply embedded shame.

Forgiveness + Courage + Responsibility = Masculine Liberation

Forgiveness is not passive. It is an act of courage, authority, and inner leadership.

HOLY FIRE

My first book, β€œHoly Fire”, is now out. A spontaneous transmission of truth, remembrance and power, downloaded in a little over an hour, a text you’d love to devour! πŸ’ƒβ€οΈβ€πŸ”₯πŸ•ΊπŸΌ

Let’s be free, shall we? πŸ”₯β˜€οΈ

Available on Amazon.

DEEP CALLS TO DEEP

time traveling,
unraveling…
i’ll take you there
your chest, my hair.
uncovering
all the places we have been
together and apart,
the truths within -
one from the start.
your eyes -
unfold me…
your arms -
just hold me…
your hands -
unmold me…
your mouth -
slowly…
my eyes -
they know you
my lips -
they call you
my hands -
explore you
my world,
i’ll show you…
soul of the soul:
you and me,
whole.
love making love:
you in me,
free.
heart to heart:
you as me,
see.

deep calls to deep…
you
hear
me
❀️

Love Language

Love is the Universal Language… we are fluent in it when we are born, then we forget, and it takes a long time to fully remember… to your true self surrender

essence

underneath it all, is’s your unique essence… so worthwhile to uncover…

Conscious Sexuality As A Doorway To Embodied Enlightenment

I woke up at 3am the other night to allow this insight through … enjoy!

Sexuality♾️.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~♾️Spirituality

Our sexuality can serve as a doorway to spirituality and through making love to another human being we can get a realization of oneness/have a profound spiritual awakening. In the moments of intense presence when time and space disappear we can experience our true selves - namely, pure awareness. The two bodies merged as one, the polarity united in singularity.  Thus lovemaking becomes a sacred act, a meditation, a doorway to the divine, nurturing enlightenment, a deeper connection, mental, physical and emotional well-being. It’s an opportunity for constant renewal - all agendas and techniques disappear, giving way to pure presence, sensitivity, sensuality, playfulness, awareness. We do not come together for a particular end/to reach orgasm, but to simply enjoy one another and celebrate our humanity and divinity. Making love is a beautiful flow of energy, a sweet surrender to simply being and allowing the doing to happen in its own for the bodies can feel their own rhythm and inner wisdom and they know how to move/what to do. Just like dancing or playing music, the enjoyment is in the act and when orgasm happens it’s a blissful high followed by a mellow calm that can be sparked by a single touch to another blissful high. This can only happen when both individuals have done the inner work to be completely free of any shame, guilt, fear and other negative conditioning around sexuality/the natural human body and can fully embrace and accept themselves and the other. There is a sweetness and sacredness to making love in pure awareness that is beyond words, opening doorways to other worlds/planes of existence, bringing more light and love to the Earth, and anchoring these new energies in the body as our beautiful miraculous vessel for experiencing this physical reality of seeming separation and duality. Sex between enlightened conscious partners is a most natural and effortless transcendence of the limitations of form and rebirth into embodied expanded awareness - again and again, to no end. When two powerful energetic streams of life force merge together in love and presence, they propel the collective evolution of consciousness through downloading, channeling and emitting higher vibrations and frequencies. Gradually bliss becomes a sustained state that can be revisited/experienced at any time, for it’s the truth if who we are. 

Hear it here.

Conscious Lovemaking & Feminine Energy

This came through me the other day, hear it here.

Making love to a woman who embodies her true nature, which is Love, is a creative experience of dissolution of the ego/limited self, merging into oneness, remembering our divinity and coming back reborn anew. The womb symbolizes the formlessness out of which everything arises, and being inside of it one is nurtured, nourished, replenished and enriched with new potentials and possibilities. It is a blissful opportunity to shed thoughts, feelings, beliefs and ideas which no longer serve us and re-emerge with new inspiration, direction and drive. Knowledge is dead and static, knowing is alive and constantly flowing. A woman in touch with her true nature is like nature - constantly changing, expanding, evolving, in tune with the ebb and flow of the life-death-life cycles (through her own menstrual cycle), balanced, harmonious, radiant. Touching her body and being immersed in it is like bathing in the waters of a warm mineral spring - the more love and care you put into her, the more will be returned to you, for she multiplies it all. 

Anais & Ava as YouTube Shorts

I felt like turning my NFT collection into YouTube shorts, because I love these AnaΓ―s Nin quotes so much and there’s the added element of music/my voice. Enjoy the videos and the introspection they invite πŸ™‚

AnaΓ―s Nin & Ava Sol: The Journey Within – the playlist

Ava’s Poetry

Hello dear soul friends! I’ve been more on YouTube these days, sharing the poetry that comes through me – visual & verbal. Playlists below – enjoy! <3

supernova nebula

Soft and delicate
A world within
Gently moving, 
Changing, 
Rearranging,
Throbbing, 
Pulsating, 
Alive,
Contracting
Expanding
All the time.
Dying to rebirth:
A supernova nebula

All I Need

Beyond definitions and identities, the real you shines. Namaste, beautiful soul.

Drop it - 
The masks
The fear
The unworthiness
The not-enough
The almost there

The anxiety
The chase
The game
The battle
The guilt
The shame
The struggle
The constant questioning
The perfect image
The imperfect self
The past
The future
The mind
The being right
The preferences and opinions
The many unconquered dominions.

I want you{r} naked
Now.
To our divinity
We bow. 


Resolve
To Dissolve.

Sensual Exploration with Ava

Feeling called to share my sensual experience of the world in 1-min videos – “Sensual Exploration with Ava” – on YouTube! πŸ’ƒβ˜€οΈπŸ§šβ€β™€οΈ Let’s explore our wondrous 5 senses together – touch, taste, hear, smell, see with me! You can follow along and copycat – like a scavenger hunt! It only takes a minute of presence a day, planning to do it for 30-days and then we shall see 😻

follow along πŸ˜‰

smooth surfaces

sensing
energetic
signature
sweet
sensual
passionate
soul
poetry
confined
in
rusty
armor
of old 
stories…
fingertips
tracing
rough
edges
volcano
eager
to erupt
but determined
to stay 
dormant…
sharp
lava
leaves
paper cuts:
enough
blood.

leaving
rugged
terrain
behind
for
new
pages
of valleys
and water
words
worlds
meandering
gently
ever
so
freely
feeling
flowers…

the bodies
know.

{smooth surfaces}
hear it…

Come Home {you never left}

don’t quite fit in this world? – let’s create a new one – remember where you came from – we are part of nature – nothing is wrong with you – home is…

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Reveal

See the world not as it appears, but for what it truly is…

Adrift above the vastness of the
Ocean
You and I
Dancing
In slow motion.

The Dance of Life

To and fro…

Exhale
Let go.
Inhale
Invite.
The dance
Of Life.

Sublime

Simply align….

Wing it.
Use your wings,
That is.

Cycles

You cannot know the one without the other…

When it's turbulent
Just take your seat.
This too shall pass.

Begin Now

Is there any other time?

Wherever I go
My shadow follows.
In the sunshine
We make friends.

Something True

Limitless expansion…

You are not my sister.
You are not my brother.
You are me,
In the form of another.

Feel It First

It’s the secret…

Lemons
Are
Lessons.
Allow
Accept
Be grateful.

So Much Depth

We are boundless…

Is there a purpose to all this?
If you try too hard,
You just might miss...
A touch, a smile, a hug, a kiss.

Effortless Ease

All blessings are yours to have…

Why expect it,
When you already have it?
Creation moves
From inside
Out.

Shine and Rise

Let’s fly together…

If they cut your wings.
Grow new ones.
For you know how to.

Tame and Wild

It’s all so simple…

Everything I know
You know.
Just allow it
And feel it flow.

Beyond Time

You know there is more…

In perfect
Harmony
We grow
Into ourselves
Beyond time.

Succumb

Allow your riches within to shine…

Drop
All that
You are
Not.
Why wait
When all
We have
Is Now?

Move, Embrace, Uncover

Don’t be shy, get up and do your stuff…

Take your own
Hand gently
And move
Confidently
Into the direction
Of your dreams.
Now is the only
Time.

You Will See

Trust, follow, share, stay open…

Be grateful for
Whatever comes
For it is taking you
Wherever you need to be.
You will see.

Everything is Possible

Because… why not?

If her body could create a life
Everything else was possible too.

Conceive It, Achieve It

You’ve got the power…

Rising from
Within
To create
Without.
Imprinting
Images
Grounded
In feeling.

Believe And Receive

Give it to yourself…

Are you
Who you think you are?
Observe.
Revise.
Begin from the end.
Believe in it.
With Love.

The Human Game

All is contained within us…

There is a voice
That whispers
Underneath.
Listen.
For in the silence
It will speak.

Walk In Faith

You are infinite…

Honor
Yourself.
Speak
Your truth.
Walk
In faith.
Love knows
The Way.

Inner World

Your riches are to be found within…

Bold
Brave
Blissful
Boundless
Blessed
Being.

Myriads of Me

Follow the feeling…

If I can do it for me
Then you can do it for you.
For all there is
Is just myriads of I am.

Show

Believe you deserve it and it will show up…

Imagine
Anything you want.
Give to
Yourself.
For is there
Another?

Let Go

You don’t need to know, simply feel…

Holding space
Infused with Love
Diffusing the illusion of
Who you truly are.

Unity

All opposites comprise a whole…

What is inside her
Only she knows.
Let it out.

Small is Powerful

Use your imagination, remember who you truly are…

Take
Your armor
Down.
Don't you know
That all
Is You?

So Much More

Beneath the surface…

Like an iceberg
The tip only visible
There is so much more of her
To uncover.

Open

When the seeds are planted, all you need to do is expect the harvest… sow with Love

Before
Emerging
Into the
Light
The seed
Hides
Inside
The Darkness.

Serendipity

Feel it…

When felt within
It came to be without.
The secret
Of the sages.

Unwavering Faith and Love

I am you and you are me…

What you need
Always comes.
Unwavering
Faith
And
Love.

That’s Enough

Infinite miracles await…

To learn
To grow
Why settle?
When the possibilities are
Infinite.

Inner Rhythms

You are Love. Follow it, let beauty flow out of your being…

Allow
Your beauty
To be seen
For you are
All there is
In its
Entirety.

Drifting Slowly

Give up yourself unto the moment…

Me
And you
Do
Not
Exist.
Being
Here
Now
All there is.

The Flow

Give – receive – stay open – allow it to pass through…

For when you
Give
From Love
Love
Comes
Back.

Full Inside

Precious poignant presence…

Palpable
Perfection
Poised
Precariously
Precious
Poignant
Presence.

You Know

What is yours will not pass you by… allow…

See it
All
But take notice
Only of
What is
For
You.

To Be Seen

The world needs You just as you are, Love…

The seeds are within you.
Water them.
Flowers bloom
With Love
Only.

Be Who You Are

Every day you have a choice…

Waking up
She could choose
To be who she was
Or somebody
New.

It Will Surely Come

Always trust and follow Love…

The weight on your shoulders
Is nothing
Compared to
The weight of
The Love
I carry.
My being
Is
Light.

Immortal Truth

Some things cannot be hidden…

The words you tell
Yourself
Are they true?
Are they you?
*
The act of holding on
So much more tiresome
Than letting go.
*
Open endings
Leave
So much
To
The imagination.

Image-In

Give it to yourself and watch it appear… you are worth it

Astute
Awareness
Awake
Amidst
Autumn
Amalgam.

Back To Circle One

Infinite possibilities leading back to the same thing…

In the beginning
Was
The end
Of a beginning
That stemmed
From the end
Of another.
Looping
Eternally
Back
To
Circle
One.

She Didn’t

Why fit, when you can stand out? Go within, bring it without…

The silence
Scary at first
Provided solace
In her solitary moments.

Give Love

It begins within… your inner dialogue matters most…

What you are looking
To receive
Are you willing
To first
Give?

Imagine Anew

Slow, steady, follow your natural rhythm…

She lived in a
Creative chaos
Of synchronicities and
Chance encounters
That greeted her
At just the
Right time.

Effortlessly Love

All has its time and place.. feel… explore… love…

In its own time
Everything fell into place
Naturally
With no effort.

Now Knowing

Shape the future… destiny or free will? The inner voice knows

Like a kaleidoscope
In her hands
Her future was taking shape
In the Now
On her own accord.
a sensual woman in a vintage slip pretending to play queen ann's lace like a cello

Jazz Geometry Deal

A reflection
Of the times
Always
Changing
Evolving
Growing
Expanding
Creating
Shape shifting
Bending
Remolding
All that
She is

Jazz.

Inner Movement

We are made of change…

Moving so fast
The trail you leave behind
Catches up
When you
Stand still.

Love Language

Allow Love to Flow…

Control.
Option.
Command.
Or
Simply
Allow.

Your Song {Song of Songs}

A song-inspired Love Verse to My Dream Lover, using only song titles. My mind loves to make connections between things and layer them… For a link to the playlist, begin from the end…

A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes.
Re:member,
Unfold
Again.
Sweet Thing,
Are You The One That I’ve Been Waiting For,
The Man I Love?
Mysterious Ways
Counting Stars
Couldn’t Sleep
A Thousand Years
Wishin’ & Hopin’
Heaven Help
Justify My Love.
I’ll See It Through.
I Put a Spell on You
It Will Come Back
My Moon My Man
Good For Me.
Lovesong,
You Make Me Feel,
Sweetest Thing.
Deeper Than Shallow,
Chocolate,
I Melt With You.

Let Me Blow Ya…

… mind… what did you think? Not that kind of girl… or am I? I guess we can only guess… why define me, when we can have so much fun with no walls attached to a box… Wide open, my mind likes to wander… enjoy…

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One

All is You… All is One… All is Love…

The perfect harmony of 
space and time
Reverie
You and me
One.

Mother Goddess

I am Mother Goddess. 
I gave birth to this world, to every single living thing in this Universe
From the grain of sand to the biggest Sun.
I love my children so much, for they are a continuation of me
and Father God.
We are contained in them, they are contained in us
An endless spiral into Infinity.
I am always here for them
Yet they have forgotten of my existence.
They long for my loving embrace
But they do not remember which is the way home.
There is a sacred doorway they need to enter
One they have kept shut for too long
The doorway of the heart.

Love the Thorns

All seeming opposites go together… unite them within and bless the lessons…

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Bliss You Are

Life is simple… Love…

Striving to become
What you already are.
Breathe.
Be still.

Fruit Loops

What do you think about when you wake up in the morning? I think about fruit salad and I wonder what he tastes like…

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Blood Whispers {from Inside to Outside}

maybe we are not meant to know it all – experience everything – what you like and what you don’t like – let it happen to you – like the mosquito drawing blood from my finger right now – observing it and sharing my blood with it – its belly is swelling up – I let it feed – there is a tiny red dot left on my finger – will it start itching – I can decide whether that’s going to annoy me or I will simply accept it as a part of life – we are part of it all and all of it at the same time – we come into the world of polarity to transcend it – all seeming opposites are actually one – the beauty of paradox – everything that exists is us, here to guide us into the remembering of who we are – follow the crumbs you left behind – signs are everywhere calling you home – it’s a dance your soul choreographed – you are the master dreamer – deeper and deeper we go – are you with me? I am you and you are I – perfectly imperfect – allow yourself to bloom – you know how to

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Rooted, We Rise

Feet on the ground, head in the clouds…

What I call me
What you call you
Is it different than we?
I am true.

Bare, Bold, and Unafraid

How it all began…

Surely  there is more to this
She said
And set forth to uncover it.

She reached out
Took her own hand
And headed into the unknown.

She was bare, bold and unafraid.
On this journey
Anything was possible.

I AM

I am wild, unexplored, uncharted
There are no maps to get to me,
Because my territory changes all the time.
There is chaos, volcanoes
Raging storms, tumultuous oceans,
Scorching deserts, volatile winds
All hiding within me.
I smile amidst it and harmony is born.
My being yearns, craves,
Destroys, devours,
Consumes and leaves behind.
My being nourishes, loves
Creates, nurtures,
Brings forth and solidifies.
I flow through time unbound
Spill out and over
Fill every crevice
Persuasive and pervasive.
My essence leaves an imprint
A taste in your mouth
A tingling in your limbs
A haunting image
Of something long lost
You once had
And now you want it back.

***

To hold possession over me…
Impossible save when we...are One in God/Love