hi… it’s been a while… my vision is getting clearer and my remembering more vivid…

God/Imagination works in mysterious ways… how the vision that came through me and gave birth to Ava Sol came full circle and manifested itself in NFT Twitter of all places… a beautiful kaleidoscope of artistic imaginations creating, supporting and thriving together, united in their differences and bringing forth new visions and inspirations… everything has already been created, and it’s only a matter of alignment… as within, so without… you reap what you sow… truth is hidden is the most obvious places… children’s books and proverbs and leaves of grass…

addiction and intimacy explained through concentric circles – i could be a life coach if i wanted – how can you let another in if you shut yourself out? – the fear of facing and knowing oneself – heal your own layers of emotional trauma not by avoiding them through distractions, but plunging into them until you come to wholeness – why no one can save you from yourself – ironically, what we look for without is always within – underneath the muck of conditioning and right/wrong beliefs, only Love remains – maybe pandora’s box is more like a magician’s hat -be curiously courageous – becoming intimate with oneself allows the opportunity to meet others deeply – deeply…

going with the flow – sharing the truth about Ava Sol {which is constantly unfolding} – from fruitful darkness though sudden realizations into emptiness – living in presence and quiet contentment – then a desire came along with a vision – intention was set before that – an experiment in raw expression and being real – putting all I did not know to do with into one – saudade – allowing myself to live in my depth and love it – embracing all parts of self – go big or go home, yet you go home either way – what’s there to lose? – my world is for me to be truly myself in – if we attract what we are, could I become true and love – earth as a classroom/game – we align based on our frequency – change starts from within – in the end, it’s all for love – giving my all and having fun with it, detached from an outcome – expressing what comes through – here to experience it all

what’s happening? – a shift in collective consciousness – where do you stand? – allow to be transformed from within, instead of pointing fingers without – drop all layers of conditioning and claim your sovereignty (when you are ready) – how can you get out of prison if you are not aware you live in one – it’s a gradual process of exiting the matrix of duality and stepping into unity – sacred marriage of the self – balancing the opposing energies within – go for it asap – peace within manifests as peace without – all is self – free yourself – let’s play together and have the joyful experience we came here for – don’t make me feel like i am in first grade again, knowing how to read while everyone else is still learning ;-p – release, let go, allow ego death to happen – surrender to source/sprit/love and allow the energy to move you into inspired action following your intention – spontaneous living in the here and now – take an adventure – all is available – play with the universe – ask for what you want and follow your internal GPS to get you there – heart/mind aligned, focused energy on what you want – soul powered/guided – here to love/be love

fake or real? – duty to a seeming other or owning your true self? – building up an image or dismantling a conditioned personality? – social games or intimacy? – love of power or the power of love? – repeating the same old or creating something entirely new? – security and predictability or guts to go into the unknown? – past/future or the present? – chasing a goal or enjoying your own dance? – mundane or miraculous? – choices, consequences or simply what is and how you view it? – and much more… or only love?

How did she come to be? It’s a mystery…

Maybe it started like this? Or like that? Or it began here? Or way back then? Or maybe all has been happening at the same time and has been set into motion before she was even in a bodysuit? What is the meaning of all this? Does it have a meaning at all? Is it facts or fiction or both? Was her motivation to love herself, to love the whole world, or to find a lover? Is there a difference between the three? Is there anything else but Love? Maybe she is just a vessel expressing the flow of energy coming through and that’s that… everyone will see her differently, depending on how they see themselves. We will call it art and art is not meant to be understood, but felt…

if you are a wanderer like me, you will know what I mean right away… what you hear is rustling of bed sheets… where else do you dream but in bed? or… is your waking life a dream? the question is are you following your heart and making the mind a faithful servant to fulfill your own personal dream , or have you allowed your mind to be programmed with somebody else’s idea of the dream? be still and know… no one else is above you, baby, you have all the answers… generate from within… you knew it all when you came here, just remember… your adventure awaits…

spilling the beans, pretty much… you are well aware that I am risking eternal damnation for sharing this… just kidding, we are no longer running on that program – change the record, it’s that simple – liberate yourself from yourself, baby 😉

what if you are not either or, but both – we contain all – choose what you want to give expression to – go through all states so you can know yourself – things don’t always have to make sense – live and allow – in the end all connects

can evolution be an ongoing simultaneous happening – all exists at once – see yourself in everyone – past and future versions of you reflected in others – all is contained within you – what you focus on grows in your inner garden – the villain and the hero are one – experience all to understand and unite the duality within – all are states we go through – it’s a choice how fast we want to evolve – Earth as a classroom – remain in a state or move from it – different acts in the play – none of this is who you are – what do you think?