THE ORIGINAL SPLIT, INNER UNION & THE NEW EARTH TIMELINE

In the beginning was not error, not disobedience, not shame.

In the beginning was consciousness—whole, infinite, undivided.

And consciousness, desiring to know itself,did what all living intelligence does:it differentiated.

It split itselfnot as a fall,but as a creative act.

Masculine and feminine.Human and divine.Earthly and cosmic.Form and formlessness.Witness and experience.

Not to punish itself —but to touch itself.To feel.To see.To create through contrast.

The tragedy was never the split itself.The tragedy was forgettingthat the split was temporaryand sacred.

We were taught to call this separation “sin,”to fear the body,to distrust desire,to exile the humanin pursuit of the divine.

But what if the true invitationwas never transcendence away from life—but incarnation fully into it?

What if we are hereto inhabit the seeming opposites as one?

To let spirit breathe through flesh.To let heaven root into earth.To let masculine and femininedance inside a single nervous system.

Not to erase polarity —but to hold it consciously.

Every form is consciousnessremembering itself from a new angle.

Every body is a meeting placewhere the human and the divineagree to touch again.

This is not a story of sin.It is a story of return.

Not back to sameness —but forward into integrated wholeness.

And we are not broken.We are brave enoughto live inside the mysteryuntil it knows itself as love.

FROM SUFFERING TO SOVEREIGNTY

DEEP DIVE: SHAME

Shame shrinks a man’s self-worth. Shame erodes his confidence. Shame keeps him repeating old patterns because he subconsciously believes he is the pattern.

Shame traps him in a loop:

Fear → avoidance → self-betrayal → guilt → shame → fear again

And the deeper the shame, the more the man fears repeating the mistakes of his past — which ironically pulls him back into the very behaviors he wants to leave behind.

This is the old paradigm masculine cycle: unconsciousness, self-blame, fear of failure, emotional shutdown, repetition.

Forgiveness is the only force strong enough to break that cycle/generational cycles of deeply embedded shame.

Forgiveness + Courage + Responsibility = Masculine Liberation

Forgiveness is not passive. It is an act of courage, authority, and inner leadership.

HOLY FIRE

My first book, “Holy Fire”, is now out. A spontaneous transmission of truth, remembrance and power, downloaded in a little over an hour, a text you’d love to devour! 💃❤️‍🔥🕺🏼

Let’s be free, shall we? 🔥☀️

Available on Amazon.

5d LIGHT CODES

THE TIME IS NOW! LET'S KEEP CO-CREATING THE NEW EARTH TOGETHER, LOVING OURSELVES, LOVING ONE ANOTHER, LOVING THE PLANET AND HONORING ALL!

P.S. All of my self-portraits from AS WITHIN, SO WITHOUT are available for free download on Unsplash for New Earth architects and whoever else enjoys 🙂 Due credit is always appreciated 😉

DEEP CALLS TO DEEP

time traveling,
unraveling…
i’ll take you there
your chest, my hair.
uncovering
all the places we have been
together and apart,
the truths within -
one from the start.
your eyes -
unfold me…
your arms -
just hold me…
your hands -
unmold me…
your mouth -
slowly…
my eyes -
they know you
my lips -
they call you
my hands -
explore you
my world,
i’ll show you…
soul of the soul:
you and me,
whole.
love making love:
you in me,
free.
heart to heart:
you as me,
see.

deep calls to deep…
you
hear
me
❤️

mine ❤️

the desire 
deep down inside 
for an elusive essence
of the man I’ve never met
who is mine
by divine right.
unquenchable thirst,
hunger that can never be satisfied,
blissful madness
not of this world
but in it
to birth a new one.
all for love.
so much love…
outpouring
like molten lava
dissolving all barriers
into oneness.
one soul
two bodies
always 
youinme.

HO’OPONOPONO

I AM SORRY

PLEASE FORGIVE ME

I LOVE YOU

THANK YOU

🙏

Love Language

Love is the Universal Language… we are fluent in it when we are born, then we forget, and it takes a long time to fully remember… to your true self surrender

essence

underneath it all, is’s your unique essence… so worthwhile to uncover…

Conscious Sexuality As A Doorway To Embodied Enlightenment

I woke up at 3am the other night to allow this insight through … enjoy!

Sexuality♾️.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~♾️Spirituality

Our sexuality can serve as a doorway to spirituality and through making love to another human being we can get a realization of oneness/have a profound spiritual awakening. In the moments of intense presence when time and space disappear we can experience our true selves - namely, pure awareness. The two bodies merged as one, the polarity united in singularity.  Thus lovemaking becomes a sacred act, a meditation, a doorway to the divine, nurturing enlightenment, a deeper connection, mental, physical and emotional well-being. It’s an opportunity for constant renewal - all agendas and techniques disappear, giving way to pure presence, sensitivity, sensuality, playfulness, awareness. We do not come together for a particular end/to reach orgasm, but to simply enjoy one another and celebrate our humanity and divinity. Making love is a beautiful flow of energy, a sweet surrender to simply being and allowing the doing to happen in its own for the bodies can feel their own rhythm and inner wisdom and they know how to move/what to do. Just like dancing or playing music, the enjoyment is in the act and when orgasm happens it’s a blissful high followed by a mellow calm that can be sparked by a single touch to another blissful high. This can only happen when both individuals have done the inner work to be completely free of any shame, guilt, fear and other negative conditioning around sexuality/the natural human body and can fully embrace and accept themselves and the other. There is a sweetness and sacredness to making love in pure awareness that is beyond words, opening doorways to other worlds/planes of existence, bringing more light and love to the Earth, and anchoring these new energies in the body as our beautiful miraculous vessel for experiencing this physical reality of seeming separation and duality. Sex between enlightened conscious partners is a most natural and effortless transcendence of the limitations of form and rebirth into embodied expanded awareness - again and again, to no end. When two powerful energetic streams of life force merge together in love and presence, they propel the collective evolution of consciousness through downloading, channeling and emitting higher vibrations and frequencies. Gradually bliss becomes a sustained state that can be revisited/experienced at any time, for it’s the truth if who we are. 

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Conscious Lovemaking & Feminine Energy

This came through me the other day, hear it here.

Making love to a woman who embodies her true nature, which is Love, is a creative experience of dissolution of the ego/limited self, merging into oneness, remembering our divinity and coming back reborn anew. The womb symbolizes the formlessness out of which everything arises, and being inside of it one is nurtured, nourished, replenished and enriched with new potentials and possibilities. It is a blissful opportunity to shed thoughts, feelings, beliefs and ideas which no longer serve us and re-emerge with new inspiration, direction and drive. Knowledge is dead and static, knowing is alive and constantly flowing. A woman in touch with her true nature is like nature - constantly changing, expanding, evolving, in tune with the ebb and flow of the life-death-life cycles (through her own menstrual cycle), balanced, harmonious, radiant. Touching her body and being immersed in it is like bathing in the waters of a warm mineral spring - the more love and care you put into her, the more will be returned to you, for she multiplies it all. 

True Love IS REAL

I have dreamt of/yearned for true love my whole life, and kept getting closer and closer. When I started this blog, I had completely devoted myself to following Love and being a channel for Source. I knew that true love must exist and the place to look for it would be not in a person/place/deity outside, but within – this site has been the product of my artistic search/self-inquiry. Having finally completed my hero’s journey, I can present you with the simplest of discoveries. True Love IS REAL and simply means to be true to one’s nature, which is Love. It’s simple, but it requires constant remembering/practice/embodiment. When you are TRUE to yourself and move from the LOVE that you are, you are connected to all which is you/Love. Most people, however, are not awake to/aware of their true nature, and that’s the purpose of a Buddha – to shine more light on the darkness of ignorance/forgetting through their presence/awareness/energy. True Love is always shared/available, for we are never separate, yet you need to be aware/awake enough to stay tapped into that vibrational frequency and feel it even amidst seeming separation. When you hold/are it, you allow others to have glimpses of awakening/enlightenment/remembering and to experience their true nature through you. Nature and animals greatly help us with this, for they are true to their nature/show unconditional love.

My 2019 insights… the concept is very simple/self-explanatory, it’s the awareness/constant practice that’s tricky/takes time to fully embody. When we embrace ourselves fully, light and dark, we can extend that unconditional love to others.
The crystalized version from yesterday – it’s so simple, it makes me laugh 😉

Of course, sharing true love with another awakened being who you also happen to be attracted to and have matching personalities is the true dream that everyone has – very doable/possible when you do the inner work of remembering/uncovering your true nature first 🙂 So the questions are: Are you TRUE? Are you LOVE? Are you embodying it? What was found had never been lost…

Anais & Ava as YouTube Shorts

I felt like turning my NFT collection into YouTube shorts, because I love these Anaïs Nin quotes so much and there’s the added element of music/my voice. Enjoy the videos and the introspection they invite 🙂

Anaïs Nin & Ava Sol: The Journey Within – the playlist

Ava’s Poetry

Hello dear soul friends! I’ve been more on YouTube these days, sharing the poetry that comes through me – visual & verbal. Playlists below – enjoy! <3

{there all along}

Pulling me through time and space
In my bed, in your embrace
Magnetized polarity
Fused in singularity

supernova nebula

Soft and delicate
A world within
Gently moving, 
Changing, 
Rearranging,
Throbbing, 
Pulsating, 
Alive,
Contracting
Expanding
All the time.
Dying to rebirth:
A supernova nebula

All I Need

Beyond definitions and identities, the real you shines. Namaste, beautiful soul.

Drop it - 
The masks
The fear
The unworthiness
The not-enough
The almost there

The anxiety
The chase
The game
The battle
The guilt
The shame
The struggle
The constant questioning
The perfect image
The imperfect self
The past
The future
The mind
The being right
The preferences and opinions
The many unconquered dominions.

I want you{r} naked
Now.
To our divinity
We bow. 


Resolve
To Dissolve.

Do for YOU

in a perfect world
everybody would be
seen, loved, heard.

so create 
your perfect world:
see, love, hear
what's within:
embrace the image
in the mirror
& hold it dear.

only when you do it
for you
you can do it for me 
too!

that's how we connect
in truth
in love
with respect.

Sensual Exploration with Ava

Feeling called to share my sensual experience of the world in 1-min videos – “Sensual Exploration with Ava” – on YouTube! 💃☀️🧚‍♀️ Let’s explore our wondrous 5 senses together – touch, taste, hear, smell, see with me! You can follow along and copycat – like a scavenger hunt! It only takes a minute of presence a day, planning to do it for 30-days and then we shall see 😻

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smooth surfaces

sensing
energetic
signature
sweet
sensual
passionate
soul
poetry
confined
in
rusty
armor
of old 
stories…
fingertips
tracing
rough
edges
volcano
eager
to erupt
but determined
to stay 
dormant…
sharp
lava
leaves
paper cuts:
enough
blood.

leaving
rugged
terrain
behind
for
new
pages
of valleys
and water
words
worlds
meandering
gently
ever
so
freely
feeling
flowers…

the bodies
know.

{smooth surfaces}
hear it…

NEW: Ava’s Book Club

I love books and sharing them, so I decided to start a Book Club!! First book is “The Book of Qualities” by J. Ruth Gendler – pairing her beautiful personified descriptions of human qualities with simple daily moments in short YouTube videos. Enjoy and follow along if you are enjoying 🙂

Come Home {you never left}

don’t quite fit in this world? – let’s create a new one – remember where you came from – we are part of nature – nothing is wrong with you – home is…

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Bliss

Maybe life is like exploring a new place
the museums
the shops
the cafes
the restaurants
the bars
the parks
the mountains
the beaches
the attractions
the clubs
the spas
the wineries
the alleys
the busy streets
the tourist traps
the obscure local dives
the photo ops
the accidental finds
the fancy
the mundane
the well-trodden path
the rough terrain
the sweet
the sour
and the like
the trending
the forgotten
the bizarre
up
down
left
and right
the sunset
and the morning light
so much to see 
and smell 
and taste
to take in
to experience
to revel in
to grace.
and then


 your face.
 a memory of long ago
 it has always been you
 I’ve longed to
 explore.
 in
 out
 and all the way 
through.
 new vistas
 new landscapes 
 a sacred vision
 come true.

this
is
bliss.

Oh Joy Begin!

How do you feel about expressing your joy? Can you fully do it? What does it mean to feel our feelings? All of them? Deeply too… and share them… profound realizations ensue {which are so simple, that it’s funny} 🙂

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The Courage To Live

are we afraid of dying or of living? – or of both for the same reason? – do you expand with life or shrink from it? – facing the unknown and plunging boldly into it…

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Ascension

Embrace Lust
Dissolve in Love
Don't deny
Don't shy away.
Welcome.
Face it all.
Stay.

Body 
Balance 
Soul.

Feel
Intuit
Know.

No rush
Open heart
Go slow.

Descend to
Ascend.

Paradise:

My reflection
In your eyes.

Tathastu

what does it mean? let me not break it down for you this time…

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Feel With Me

poised,
relaxed,
at ease.
sitting quietly,
just breathe.
open up,
feel:
whole,
complete.
all comes at
the right time.
every moment
is sublime.

What If…

posing the question differently elicits a different view and a different answer… what if you are not a human on a spiritual journey, but a spirit on a human adventure?… let’s explore and different perspective together…one of ease, experiments, experiences and excitement… moving away from striving to become into allowing to be…

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Come Together

good morning {picture me drinking lemon water, no coffee just yet, enjoying the sunshine) – hello spirit playing the human game – the tree of knowledge, welcome to the world of duality, now start classifying everything into good and bad – what if all opposites comprise a whole – stay present with all and know it all shall pass – open yourself up to living – from a critic to creator – the world as a reflection of what is inside of you – let’s be brave and feel our uncomfortable e-motions – acknowledge them, allow them to move through and give way for magic to happen – somehow it all comes down to self observation, presence and letting go/feeling it all – no special techniques needed – you got what it takes, naturally – look inside you and you will see – just believe and you can be whoever you want to be – {this can be song lyrics} – make the unconscious conscious {sing this as a jingle at the end of a commercial} – might as well have fun with it 🙂

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As You Believe

taking you all across the board of creation/my mind because this is what I think about before I go to bed… the masculine/feminine energies – the conscious and subconscious mind – coming into balance/wholeness – embracing your body/sexuality – how vitally important your thoughts/feelings are – nothing is good or bad, it’s how you use it – focused energy with aligned intention results in creation – decide what you want and believe you already have it – it can be abstract, like love, truth, peace, freedom – change starts within – and so much more… 😉

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Be Creative

can you just be? from the nothingness/unlimited potential of pure being, simply flowing and forever becoming and unbecoming

be

Flip The Script

are you the main character in your life or a victim of circumstance? – what programs are you running on? – so many different realities are possible – what you believe is true for you and you find evidence for it – creation starts from inside out, not the other way round – you just might be the center of your world, knowingly or not… – “we accept the reality of the world with which we are presented”… or we change it consciously if we do not like it and create one that we love… you’ve got the power, use it wisely

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Fly Away

The featured photo is a beautiful artistic co-creation with Seamless… maybe it’s time to fly away… always exploring new horizons…

Some women birth babies
Some - worlds.
Others - both.
Whatever floats your boat.

- Ava Sol

Go Deep

what do you mean when you say “I love you”… I am really going deep with this one, but that’s where I want to be met… take it slow, go at your own pace, but keep moving closer toward Self

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Love Letter

I just did a voice recording to tell you that I love you in the space where you are me and I am you and we are Love… let’s all embody Love together and remember who we are – not just today, but every day! Pouring wisdom on you in a casual every-day manner 😉

love letter

A Change Is Gonna Come/Coming/Here Now

change – such a fascinating topic – life is change – being in the flow = accepting things as they come – surrender to the current – give up the need to control the outside – life becomes more like a dance/song – moving with your inner rhythms – may look strange on the outside – have you seen The Green Beautiful?- watch it, it’s so good – why do we do the things that we do when so many of them are completely unnatural? – why don’t we all have fruit trees in our yard/public spaces? – “new” ideas take time to break through/be accepted, because they require change – comfort/habit/laziness/fear of the unknown/pride/power makes us want to cling to old ideas/ways of doing things – so much of our old paradigm is in need of dire change, and we are slowly but surely going through it – as within, so without – be gentle with yourself and your pace – when you truly have the desire/motivation you will change accordingly -take it easy – focus on yourself and be the observer – patience and practice makes real – I see you, beautiful human, you are Life personified – rock on the divine spark that you are! 🙂

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Spiritual = Sexual

what if everything is spiritual?

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Feel It Out

why we do the things that we do – so many ways to explain it – depends how you look at it – what program are you running on – do you know you have a choice? – now you do! – oh, the places you will go – feel it out – freeing your mind can be scary – sort though your beliefs and keep the ones that feel good – difficulties provide contrast and we can choose to become wiser through them – let go of the past – start thinking about what you want – what are you thinking and feeling before you fall asleep? – that’s who you become – all is states/moods – feel the wish fulfilled and discover you have all within – repetition must be the mother of learning… 😉

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O Tempora, O Mores

exploring the fascinating nature of reality based on long-held thought forms solidified in the form of beliefs – which ones to discard, which ones to keep? – sharing my experiential experimental views on the subject

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WONDERLAND

“Alice in Wonderland” – a journey of self-awareness and empowerment – so many layers in art for us to uncover – it’s all in your subconscious – how far will you go – it’s your choice weather you will face yourself – will you go down the rabbit hole to become whole? – remember your muchness – fear, doubt and insecurity are the enemy within – watch it closely until it vanishes – unfold your potential – it might intimidate others – do it anyway, embody your authentic self – all is imagination – go gladly mad – follow your intuition – create your wonderland

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Winged Victory

the best relationship you will ever have – on the gifts of aloneness – face yourself, plunge into the darkness, allow transformation to take place, ascend, receive your gifts and come back reborn – what you are looking to receive, find within – sit with yourself, get to know who you are – accept it all – so much wealth inside of you… – give from overflowing – it takes some digging, but it’s so worth it – will you take the dance of self discovery? – when you establish a good relationship with Self all other relationships bloom and you discover there is no other…

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Two Become One

life is pretty simple, but we insist on making it complicated… remember…

two become one

As You Like It…

how conditioning happens – your mind is like a sponge – what are you absorbing – sift through and choose consciously what to keep – the matrix as a framework – understanding brings wisdom – you can follow the program most do or push the boundaries and consciously create – automatons get boring – artists and inventors bring in new ideas – the middle ground: learn the rules and then expand – follow the inner feeling – define yourself as you like and do not be confined by outward agreements – the only person standing in your way is you – from limitation to freedom – everyone at their own pace – the power of myth and story – we are re-creating the same old differently – so many ways to combine the same basic elements – direct your own movie if you have the courage to live your dreams – observe yourself and do it consciously through the power of intention – allow yourself to be conditioned by others or brainwash yourself and re-condition yourself as you like – choose your mental and emotional diet accordingly – experiment with it, be aware and notice the results yourself – never take my word for it – try it –

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Into The Wild

are you staying on the well-trodden path or taking the road less traveled and creating your own way? – no right or wrong, simply what you want and do you have the courage to go after it – will you allow the outside world to define you and demand your attention or decide who you are and be that deliberately?

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Power, Destiny, Unity, Love

power and destiny – force:trying to take someone else’s power away; power: inner connection to source – there is only one power and we are expressions of it/are it – divine paradox – self awareness is key – then, tap into co-creation – true change in society begins with individual change – the collapse of the old so the new can rise – the quest for truth – no one can have power over you unless you allow them to – learn to work with your mind and your triggers – what is destiny – a particular destination? – aligned thoughts + feelings + focus = will get you to your particular destination – are you allowing lots of destructions (fear, doubt, insecurity, outward “drama” begging for your attention – do you think your soul has an outline of your optimal journey/experiences you came to have – have you been learning your lessons – the future is created in the now – {my belly is rumbling a lot} – are you the operant power or are you easily swayed by what goes on on the outside – do you trust your inner knowing? – you are enough/whole – add to your “I am” whatever you like and go for your dreams – believe

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Use Your Imagination…

inviting you to do some self inquiry – ******spoiler alert****** – telling you what i have found – there is no you – yes, scary and liberating at the same time – all is mind/imagination – self love becomes obsolete for your Self is Love – hmmm… – finding the sweet spot (as in balance, not sure what you were thinking) – owning your light and your darkness (for they are one too) – all is a story – there is no fiction/all is fiction – use your imagination to construct the scene you desire – expand through your true desires – express yourself – use your emotions, love them all, feel deeply, and choose how you want to feel – rise in love, stay there – enjoy your divinity in a human expression 🙂

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Emerging

Emerging, reimagined by a fellow soul… perfectly timed, as my world is emerging 😉

{music by VavRaahi; words by me}

P.S. Go to “Her World” for the full original vision (if you want to, of course – I am not making you do anything)

Mother Goddess

I am Mother Goddess. 
I gave birth to this world, to every single living thing in this Universe
From the grain of sand to the biggest Sun.
I love my children so much, for they are a continuation of me
and Father God.
We are contained in them, they are contained in us
An endless spiral into Infinity.
I am always here for them
Yet they have forgotten of my existence.
They long for my loving embrace
But they do not remember which is the way home.
There is a sacred doorway they need to enter
One they have kept shut for too long
The doorway of the heart.